Friday, February 13, 2009

...everything happens for good??? (part-1)

today is friday the 13th & i m frustrated, very frustrated... and that's causing me to write this blog. i had this question in my mind for long time and i am still debating, seems debate would go long. i had told in my previous blog that i used to believe & say that "everything happens for good; because if something better would have to happen, it would have happened". but how can i say that anymore when life sucks so much, i feel like... i m not in mood to discuss what has happened but things are not good atleast. i keep looking and thinking that the stuff which happened is good in someway or may cause some good in future, but how can i be happy if i see the good stuff being taken away from me in front of my eyes? how can i expect that whatever i got is right, when i can see that the better things are not coming to me & neither do i see them coming in future?? life is uneventful & unfruitful, i m getting bored now... i may be the one to blame, or i should say i am the one to blame; cuz this hoping good is not working. i am fighting my fight, i have always done that but how long? i dont just want to win but get over with this war... but i guess life is a war which never ends... life is a stage where we keep playing our part until we can't play it anymore and others come to take our part... life is a road where we have to keep travelling until we reach our end or find our manzil & get settled... yeah lots of BS people tell us or we tell people. all easy to say than do and still life sucks. but who said it's gonna be easy... who said it's gonna be always my way??? anyways, not much to say right now... will talk to you people later. just one last statement "everything happens for a reason", now the reason is in question!!!

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